I am hitchiking through Mexico after a tumultuous time of transformation in Oaxaca. I have been consciously moving towards a life of alignment with the kosmos and it's fractal flows.
The more I progressed on the more, I felt uneasy, especially when I left my comfortable quarters for a patch of earth to sleep on. Then I faced the prospect of abandoning the pursuit of money (having very little), and living in abundance, expansion and love.
It is amazing to me how much fear arose from this transformation I am embarking on. Yet it has also helped me to realise just how free I am! I have everything I need to live and create. I am young and eager to grow food and community, dedicating my life energy to it.
I am standing in the flux of a powerful gateway, feeling about to be torn in myriad ways. Yet I feel also it is a precipice, where one leap can take me to the other side. Time to take another step.